Life at 39: Part I

A walkthrough from day one to day fourteen thousand two hundred and forty five. This is Year 0 to Year 3.

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I do recognize that I am just a passerby. A nobody that will always know that I am a nobody wherever I land in this lifetime. Remember that.

This is it. 39 years of my life has gone by in like a flash.

I am going to go through life lessons 1 year at a time from 1 years of age to 39 years.

I expect this to be 20 minutes long to read. That will be 4000 words long. But the plan might go north and only reach 2000. So I will not shorten.

I will just keep babbling and if I pass that 4000 mark and still continue on my widom…. please forgive me.

I might be too full of it.

Here goes…

9 minutes later…

I just listed down all 38 years of my life and it is already exhausting… I think this might go on to 10,000 words…. I’m just going to go all out. ALL OUT!!!

This is going to take some time. I am going to be reading a bit now. Have breakfast… then I’ll come back to this…

I am starting my trip through my 39 years of my life and I don’t know what I am going to come up with or know what is going to be written.

Other than the lessons that I will reflect on that has taken place.

I am a little tiny drop of water in this ocean of humans that I have decided to join and grow with on this dimension. I do recognize that I am just a passerby. A nobody that will always know that I am a nobody wherever I land in this lifetime. Remember that.

0 Years Old (1981) — I’m Here!

I open my eyes and meet the most lovely of human beings, smiling at me. I think that is…. mom and that is…. dad.

Mom: Victor. I already know he is Victor.

My dad nods.

A family friend was the one that helped me get here to the hospital when it was time. They came to say hi. I don’t know who they are. Bit they are good people.

I look around and don’t seem to be anything I can do. I just can just look around.